hey there!
You know what I think? I think it's great that you are getting out there. I also think it is great that you RECOGNIZED that you are pretty beat up over this whole deal.
So while the "companionship" is AWESOME and I think you should enjoy this man, I think you need to have some serious expectations from yourself on NOT having ANY expectations from this new thing right now.
You need to HEAL. You need some time to digest the past with no regurgitations (he he).
Plus, heres the deal--- so you like this guy? I get that.
Do HIM a favor and take it SLOW. It's not fair to HIM to begin to like someone who may or may not be all that emotionally healthy. Just be fair to him. And be fair to YOU.
I'm sorry those words brought back those horrible feelings. It's just a big sign that you need to proceed with caution- not because of HIM or his words, but because YOU might not be ready yet. And if there is ANY possibility of you two later down the road- you don't want to blow it by not taking enough time to heal...
hope that makes sense.
