You know what I got out of your entire post? YOU were putting a hell of a lot of trust in HP!! Good on ya!!
That is also what I'm striving for right now- more trust, more communication, more EVERYTHING with my HP. And I have gotten some WONDERFUL results. Not even tangible, I can SEE evidence...but evidence that I can FEEL. And actually, that was the evidence I was looking for.
We came here and we said "I'm so tired of FEELING this way". Yeah the finances suck, the vehicles suck, and the whole nine...but more over the FEELINGS sucked. I can handle crappy finances and broke down cars IF I'm happy. HP is really helping me find some inner peace and damn am I grateful for that.
You keep it up girlie. Trust and follow. Trust and follow and HP won't steer you wrong. I heard in al anon today- God won't ever give us more than we can handle but He sure as hell will give us more than we can control!!!
hugs!