I would have trouble with saying I was powerless over it too Cow. Against it I know I can't win and that is why I don't even try. Just walk away because you got no shot of controlling this. I will say that when I quit it felt like divine intervention and it seemed like there was something leading me out. I have changed my mind on what it is many times. I know believe it to be a supercool Silentrun but at first I really did believe it to be supernatural. If that is what they are talking about then I didn't identify it as such at first.