Originally Posted by
Kensho 
Well, it's a little late in the evening (and I haven't read beyond this post yet), but -
You deserve to live sober. You deserve to not drink. So reward yourself by not drinking.
Thanks Kenso, I did just that! It was a bit tough but on the way home I did a lot of thinking about what happened this week and how ill prepared I am and that alcohol was a contributing factor to malaise and it shut the AV up. So here I am on day 6.
Erratic are you still with me
