I'm on the Night (mare) Train
New here with an all too similar story to so many I have read. I am sure a lot of my historical stories will come out as I post around these boards more (something I want to commit to doing), but the bottom line is this; I am an alcoholic and have been a daily drinker for as long as I can remember. The last 2 years I have realized how much of a problem I have and I am sick of being unhappy. I tend to be a person who can get depressed and hide and using a depressant like alcohol is doubling the damage. I want to stop and I want to be happy. Like many I am scared about how this will all transpire but I know that deep down I can no longer live like this and if I do continue I won't live much longer I fear.
Thanks for reading and for being here.