Thank you everyone! I've been having a very, very difficult time understanding why he treated me the way he did, and also why I tolerated it for so long. I think Dandilion mentioned "trauma bonding" in a previous post, and that pretty much sums it up.
This person has absolutely rocked my world emotionally and psychologically, and now the healing begins. I'm still looking for answers on the "whys" though.
I always appreciate all of your insight and support. You are all such a big part in my healing, and for that I thank you.