Now 12.15am and so glad didn't give in (tho still too wide awake lol). So wound up earlier wasn't thinking or concentrating properly and fell down the steps,outside my parents house lol clumsy as hell I am! At least this time I fell over I was sober. Now have a swollen bruised foot (of course it's my ex's fault for being a dick ;-). Gutted tho as been going to the gym every other day and ATM am hopping around the place so gym may have to wait a few days