Bullying ex...won't let him win but so hard tonight! :-(
Ex husband been a complete ***** tonight! First time I've ever stood up to him in 10 years but now I'm shaking and scared what sneaky **** he's gna pull next. He's so sly. My mums going to the school tomorrow because he's a charmer and anything he says they'll believe so she's going to get in there first. I can't cz I'm in work. They already have records on him from years ago regarding his mental bullying, accusations and mind games.
Just hope he doesn't take it out on my daughter who's there tonight or start making accusations about me to people again (all of which were false but he's so bloody charming and convincing). Can't afford solicitor fees if he does.
I could sink 2 bottles within an hour at the moment but that would just mean he's won!!!!
Never hated anyone in my life except for him and just waiting for another text which is making me so anxious. My hearts pounding and I'm shaking.
Wish he didn't get to me the way he does but it was his behaviour which started a lot of my problems and I don't want to be constantly on edge again.
He makes me doubt myself and gets in my head. Usually I'd be so drunk by now so I'm proud of myself that I'm not giving in but it's so much harder this way! :-(