Yeah I fell for it again....his promises. I didn't move back in thank god...but I did go over to the house and spend the night. I needed to feel that I was more important than the alcohol...that lasted all of 24 hours. I let him use my car this week while I was at work (yeah I know stupid me) everything was okay until yesterday.
He was planning on taking the car to look for replacement parts of the things that were broken. Mostly due to him and his fits of drunken anger. He found 1 headlight and something else. Of course I paid for it. I gave him $30. He also got paid yesterday ($320) So I already knew in my mind what was going to happen....and guess what! Surprise, I was right!
He called me around 3pm, I could tell that he has been drinking and so I got upset and just stopped talking to him.
Well he usually picks me up at the ferry. I got off the ferry in the pouring down rain, no umbrella and flimsy shoes on and he isn't there. I text him "hey where are you", he texts back and says your car is parked at the center (6 blocks away) and he didn't drive it....This MF going to tell me he didn't drive my car...when he took me to work I had half a tank! Now I am on E! I don't have $ like that to be spending.
So then after I told him to go F himself in a text, he starts calling and texting me. I don't and am not going to respond. Late last night he puts on Facebook "why should I get married" and that he was uptown Seattle eating Steak!
Really...GTFOH! I don't care if you are eating sushi off a naked Playboy bunny! Let her or anyone else but me deal with your ass!
Why do I keep being nice to him!
UHH
Even this morning I got asked out by someone at my job, and I said NO....my friends think I am crazy and need to out and have fun
...normal fun and conversation....nothing that has anything to do with Alcohol. I know they are right but I can't wrap my head around it yet.