Dozen times trying to remain dry, dozen fails
Hi everyone. Never did this before (forum chatting) so patience please. I just need to get feedback from men/women alike that might be experiencing what I am at this point in my life. about 3 years ago I was diagnosed with alcoholic hepatitis since then I have abstained and binged till yesterday at 7 in the morning. I have been more sober than wasted that's for sure but I need to stop! Im pregnant, and I have a wonderful husband and 2 great kids. I feel so ashamed. Im worried about all kinds of stuff and I swear I'm going crazy. I have resesrched continously since I got sick. Rifht now I just got off of a 5 day binge. My back hurts, my stool looks a little like bile. I dont need anyone to tell me to go to the er all I'm asking is if this sounds pretty normal for my idiotic circumstance. This has happened with past binges but like I said, it would be great to see if anyone else has had these experiences.
Thanks guys