I think you are starting to realize the sobriety is so much more than just not drinking. I know that I often drank to cover up a lot of feelings and emotions that I had that I didn't want to experience. You are perhaps experiencing feelings now that you aren't used to. Alcohol is a depressant and it may have been masking your anxiety. I'm a believer that medication can be good but it really should be accompanied with counseling of some type. Glad you are posting here....great site for support!