I am in the exact same spot. 5 weeks on anti-depressant and all.
I don't have a fix. But there is one thing that I know for sure will not help.
One thing that will put me back to day one/square one and having to endure this whole thing all over again. All of the enduring I've done for the last few weeks will have gone to waste.
Yeah.
Tough it through with me - I'm right here Stewy. We can do this.