Thank you. I'm crying, no appetite, the loneliness is surreal. The silence. Hearing nothing from him is shocking. I keep checking my phone. Still on the couch...no motivation to get up.
I don't understand why I'm grieving so hard and he gets off the hook so easily. He is out and about (people have told me) and he's also buying a house and excited. Why am I the one dealing with all the trauma while he feels relieved to have it end?