When does the fog lift
It's been a little over a week since my A dumped me. I find myself obsessing. I sleep all day on the couch. I don't even sleep in my bed anymore as it brings back memories of us together. I'm not showering like I should. I am going on my work appointments only half the time; I have the luxury of working from home so a lot of autonomy.
I'm really low. Feeling so rejected. As dysfunctional as it was I still love him and I'm missing him terribly. The sadness is so visceral. I'm going to Coda and Al-anon meetings. I'm seeing a therapist...yet the more days that pass without hearing from him the more depressed I feel, and the finality of it is becoming reality.