Thumper, thank you. I need to be reminded. I get anxious when things like this arise and I am a wreck at first. I need reminders and time to step back and think it through...sometimes with friends. *smiles*
I do have to pay someone on top of daycare to babysit so I can run, sometimes work late etc...i just started to get my nails done again after 10 yrs...and i feel good about it. I cinched up the budget tighter because I want my girls to see me taking care of me as they one day should too!