I am 2 months and 10 days sober. I had a bad day because I let 3 small problems that were bothering me "rent space in my head". Thank God for the support I got at my AA meeting. I had been feeling better. It gets better, slowly. I do know, according to the old timers at AA that have 20+ years sobriety that the urge to drink never leaves some people. And they too let people "rent space in their head" on occasion.