SuzieQ, congrats on 23 days! I wasn't there too long ago, and I remember feeling like I wanted to crawl out of my skin.
it takes a while to fit into your own skin and find other things to take up your time and feel better about yourself. I cant say that I have been great about it either, but all the free time to read, learn about addiction, watch a movie and remember I watched it, sleep well, is so much better than the feelings I was going through from drinking.
to me, patience is the key, and when the time is right, you will rebuild your life in a positive way and move forward!
For me, there was so much healing that has / still has to take place, that I have been very gentle on myself.
you can do this!