Originally Posted by
advbike 
If you have time to go to a gym, surely you have time to get to a meeting or two? No offense meant but this is a matter of life and death for you, and possibly your daughter. I'm not religious about AA, but meetings provide a level of support you can't get online. They really helped me the first year, as did this forum.
Kinda edited above because knew it would sound like that. I'm on my own with my daughter and have no one to have her for me. She has turned 11 now so can come to the gym with me but I couldn't take her to meetings even if allowed as I don't want her (or her father) to ever know any of this. If I could I really would as I'd do anything right now x