Originally Posted by
qbee223 
Anewyear, I have talked to my doctor, but kind of fudged the truth so she would still perscribe me klonopin for anxiety. I haven't gotten hooked on those, yet. I am diagnosis bipolar 1 rapid cycling. I have bad, bad mania where I make terrible decisions. And depression episodes are bad too. I am on medication, but I prefer oral medication, you know, the liquid ingested kind.
I understand qbee.we are all here for you to help get sober. But think about being truly honest with your doctor. They are there to help you get better and be healthy. Why not tell her what you shared here and she could help you find the best fit for you? Then you may not even desire drinking anymore?
Keep on the site. There is a lot of knowledge here.