Originally Posted by
FeelingGreat 
You've put your finger on the biggest struggle of them all; accepting the 'never'. People can go for years never quite getting there, then relapse. So glad you're there.
Yes. That was the wrench in my former attempts. I wondered if I would ever drink again. I never even kidded myself that it would be moderately. I always wondered if binging once a year would be that harmful.
My former sobriety record from 2004-2014 was 10 days. Over six months this time, nowthat I accept that I will never drink again.
It's much easier to stay sober when you know that you will not drink again