I'm presently not trapped as my screen name suggests. Signed up a while ago but just have been lurking. Life is pretty rough now but I'm sober so I'm grateful for that. I have had many falls from this affliction. SR is such a Godsend but wasn't enough to keep me sober. I couldn't overcome those overpowering compulsions to drink. Until I got some antabuse. If you have the will to be sober, you can with the aid of antabuse. Maybe speak to your doctor about getting some. Much Love. Robert.