Originally Posted by
Lancashire 
I just need to keep going, keep fighting and get to a place, where I can be happy without drink. I see the light in the tunnel and have to just keep running towards it a day at a time.
This is a great mindset. Don't forget it. Print it out and post it somewhere where you will see it.
So many people here including myself are in it with you. We all share a common goal. Come to SR as often as you can. You really can do this. Best of luck!