thanks!! okay Tyler you are so good. Its mainly the pills that is my problem now, not alcohol. but after I took the pills I flushed the rest so I had to drink to get over it. I drink seldom but now it seemed like no other option. MY fiancee loves me and I want to quit for him so we can have a good life together. I have heard the sober life is a good life, I am hoping to find out soon. But the thought of never using again is unbearable. I cant make that.
thank you all for answering me
