Tyler,
I am so glad you decided to stay here. Your post was one of the first I started reading last night in my search for help, and then, when I figured out how to post my own, asking for help. There you were! Thank you SO much, from what I have read in your 'thread', you have been very helpful for many people.
You made me think, about myself not being true to myself. Prehaps, I am in denial and the fraud? I had never thought of my 'problem' in that way. Thank you.
Quilter