60 days
It's 60 days of sobriety for me today. Something has "clicked" for me this time, and I've been able to embrace the idea that I never need to drink again. Somehow that feels exciting and hopeful instead of overwhelming.
SR touches me in different ways at different times, and lately it's been the posts from people in those first two weeks of sobriety. My heart really goes out to you because I don't know if you realize how brave and courageous you are. Those earliest days can feel so uncertain. Just stick with it because it just keeps getting better and better.