I have to admit that I took up smoking again (in Vapour form) after 20 years as a none smoker. I have such an addictive nature and just wanted something "naughty" something "not allowed". I went completely cold turkey stopping alcohol and one evening about a month into sobriety I was out socialising and came so close to picking up a drink. It was in that moment that I turned to a friend and used their vapour e cigarette and felt satisfied. So I swaped one bad habit for another but I reason with myself that my new bad habit does not affect or hurt other people just myself. I don't give myself a hard time over it I just except it.