Hi there, Yea I absolutely remember the first time I tasted alcohol when I was 15. It was like a magical potion which energised but relaxed me. I'm 57 now and had been still drinking and looking for that feeling. Instead all I was doing was making a big fool of myself. Then I'd feel nervous. depressed and anxious afterwards.
I am determined to feel confident and relaxed without the delusions that alcohol brings.
Good Luck, Stay strong