*sigh*
People told me to never stop coming to the forum, even if i was embarrassed after a binge... and what did i do? I didn't listen. 2 months later i'm forcing myself to come back and face the music. I've had a terrible 2 months which has resulted in me and my parents deciding that we all NEED to change our lifestyles. As some of you may remember i live in Spain and returned after the christmas holidays yesterday. I vowed that today would be day 1(again) of complete abstinence and thought i had managed to complete day 1 until someone pointed out to me that the non alcoholic beer that was included in my 'set christmas menu' actually has 0.9% alcohol and i feel ridiculously guilty that i have already failed. I am edgy from alcohol withdrawal and think i need this forum more than ever.
Blah.