Hey guys!! Thanks for the nice replies
this was actually written when I was less than a month sober :-0 today is 79 days! I retread the initial post and wow I was thinking how far I have come since then!
Sobriety is so awesome. It brings so much growth and sanity to my life.
The beginning is very hard and life still literally sucks some days BUT now I see getting through those days makes me stronger.
It amazes me how much growth I have encountered in 79 days just because I opened my heart and mind to giving sobriety a whole hearted shot no matter how hard it was. I made one rule, don't drink and that lead me to a life I never thought I could have, ever.
I can't imagine where I'll be in 179 days etc
I am so glad I put forth the effort for recovery because it was the best thing for me. As FAD said above. It truly was JUST the beginning
Hugs and love to you all