Josephine, my son has Asperger's so I know how difficult life can be for someone on the spectrum. If you are like he is, dealing with the social world and the unexpected, causes great anxiety. Are you seeing anyone for your Asperger's? If not, I would suggest finding someone who specializes so you can learn better coping techniques. There is also appropriate medication that can help you.
Congratulations on 5 months of sobriety!