Hi Yonder thanks. That does make sense. And I know that there is more going on than just a random collage of memories then.
I might as well say it, as I remember some details for once…
Basically everyone was ridiculing me that I know, this was on the street there was a carnival type of atmosphere. I was off to side a bit, being heckled basically. Somebody I am friends with with gave me a drink, and they were all laughing as someone had urinated in it. Then some older peeps I know were interrogating me, and they were not happy. I tried to explain my self, it must have went ok as while they were not happy they were a small bit understanding and I wanst attacked. There was a distinct element of danger in this, and I was feeling helpless and alone, as usual.
Thats all I remember. And thats all I can do about that too. Not sure why everyone is so mad at me, but I have reached the conclusion that it has a whole lot to do with being drunk. Hope things are good with you and the little one, peace