I have often, well not often but all the time; wondered why I kept gettting stuck in crappy relationships. Most of my relationships have been long term since the time I was 18. The first very serious relationship was with my son's father; a dry drunk staying abstinient, and he was also abusive. Then a few more relationships which included a drug addict (I didn't know at the time) and another abuser. And now I'm with another A. Funny how the cycle repeats itself. So I have often wondered where is my soul mate?
I guess I just need to work on ME for quite a long time before I even think I will meet anyone worth my time. Otherwise I will get sucked into another dead end relationship.
Keep waiting and working on yourself Cynay; he's bound to be out there somewhere!
