Welcome to our family. 10 days is great. You've done it once, you can do it again. 1 foot in front of the other, 1 moment at a time. Shame is so debilitating but you're making great strides to eradicate it by joining here & getting back to AA. You'll find no judgement from me - I was the Queen of Day 1's.
Join us over on the 24 hr thread - it's full of fabulous people who are supportive, funny, understanding & judgement free. Not only that, it's just one more tool you've got in your toolbox.