Hi Marchers,
For some reason I've been feeling "meh" for the past week or so. It's been slowly getting worse. Yesterday I had more drinking thoughts than usual though I don't *think* I was at great risk of relapse. Nonetheless, it bothers me. Now that the reality of the big move is coming into focus, I'm having loads of mischief thoughts - like, what if I hate it! I think I may be a bit depressed. Holidays often have that effect as do big changes in my life. I'm having that classic lethargy and difficulty getting moving, difficulty making decisions. I felt I need to put it out there. I'm trying to avoid putting a good face on everything while hurting inside.