I think it can boil down to a glass half full or empty scenario Cecilia.
I actually find this site inspirational - for me a relapse isn't an end...often it's simply a brief pause before the story starts again...often the story ends in a success.
We're both looking at the same posts...y'know?
I'm not putting myself up as some kind of Zen master either...I get burnt out, or I feel down, or ill, or in pain, but I do genuinely believe we change lives here.
I couldn't be here if I didn't know that to be true
There is absolutely no reason why your story cannot be another success story as well Cecilia
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