Great post and some great thoughts! There are many of us here on SR who have varying lengths of sobriety and clean time. I suggest reading beyond the first post of someone who is at day one and read the feedback from others who may have more sobriety and are offering helpful suggestions. Perhaps you could focus on what is working for others who are sober. Personally, I find strength and hope in those who do post however frequently their day one experience....it means that they aren't giving up the thought of sobriety!