Thanks Stoogy,
I am not really worried about wd, I am aware of it and I have researched what to be on the look out for. I am mostly concerned about that fear of not having 'just one' in the house. (I got rid of everything and it's New Years so nothing is open, I did it today on purpose!) That fear of, OMG there's none here, what am I going to do!! But I am committed to this TODAY, I think that's all I can do for now right??