Wow, what a profound dream! I understand dreams as a way for our mind to process how we are truly feeling inside, so we can feel it and work through it. It really is an amazing biological way to adapt and overcome obstacles in our environment that will destroy us without action. I say you are on the right path Briar. Use us to support you through this emotional maze and this will surely pass. We will always be here for you, considering your connection to the internet is sound ;-)
Much Respect!!!