Clay if you only knew what I was going through last year at this time. I made a resolve to quit drinking the day I lost my job right before xmas. It was a rough period. I just got a year sober under my belt. Look at the positives. Think of what will be and what you can become. The past is gone.
And everyone else who will be celebrating life sober this new year's day. Imagine waking up and not feeling like crap. And every day thereafter. Nothing beats it.