In all honesty I'm probably gonna lie to get out of partying tomorrow. My best friend has a huge NYE party every year with tons of alcohol and I just can't be around all that right now. Don't have the strength just yet.
The reason why I'll be lying is that I've been drinking heavy with him for years. If I tell him I'm trying to get sober, I think he'll think I'm making an excuse not to attend. I know, it sounds childish. But, that's how I see it right now. We'll see what happens.