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Old 12-30-2014, 04:12 PM
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Clay601
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Most days in my early recovery I complain of being bored. I agree that this is more so a lack of finding pleasure in anything than not having anything to do. I can think of a lot of things I could do right now but have no desire for I expect no pleasure or reward for doing anything. I actually feel quite sad and worthless because of this. I look around and see people enjoying themselves do simple things, things I can't imagine would do anything for me or my happiness. Keep in mind I post this to relate as a person in early recovery. Its a bit discouraging, but today I still want to get clean and actually have some stability in my life. Its more important to me to get on my feet and have my life back than to feel good right now. I just hope I can find a way to cope with the depression in time.
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