Think about all the positives, you came and posted about it, that shows that you want this Mns, you have a great family around you, a shot at going back to college, a business to look forward to.
Don't let alcohol ruin all of that, drinking only created hangovers in my life and nothing much else, it seemed to only take away.
Have the life that you want, and don't settle for anything else.
You can do this!!