To mirror the replies above that was a great post Melinda. You have done unbelievably well to get to where you are. You are one of the posters I look up to. Please learn from this that your AV is there and it is not going away. You see, you have been so driven and focused on this that the beast knew better than to pick a fight with you these past months but it has been there all along, lurking and biding it's time. Waiting for a moment of complacency on your part. It had a little pop at you which you were equipped to handle and in doing so blew it's cover. Be careful Melinda and put yourself back in your shoes last June. You are never going back there, right?