Hi.
I’m sorry it’s taken so long to address this issue. This is my opinion after being among alcoholics for a lot of years.
GET MEDICAL HELP in haste and be honest about what’s going on. Honesty about our drinking to ourselves is the first step in getting sober then accepting we cannot drink in safety one day at a time in a row.
You probably won’t like what might come next, perhaps a detox followed by a rehab period then a ½ way house for a period.
The alternative is a mental institution, jail and or death. This is very serious shite.
BE WELL