I've started getting letters
Hi all
feeling a bit stuck. I'm not going back but I'm holding myself from keep going forward.
My AH currently in prison for drug related theft has started writing to me.
I went to visit him in prison 2 months ago. He looked like he was on something but he denied it. I found myself checking his arms his eyes. ...I fell straight back in that easy he also told me he GAVE away my flatscreen TV he said we'll I'm a people pleaser and refused to tell me where it was cause he knows I would get it back ! He also wrote to one of his junkie friends on prison paper and I got a letter on the back of a menu!
I left the prison and thought. ..I'm done I've not been in contact since but he doesn't know the reason why.
He sent me a intimidating letter.....then a lovely Christmas card....then another letter saying I obviously don't care about him and should he stop writing and I'm not interested in his recovery so he won't write what he is doing to change.
I am seeing someone else but we are not serious and he lives 100 miles away.
I have wrote him a letter saying its over. ... but I just can't post it.
What's going on in my head ?