You know Melinda, drinking for us is far more than just a warm fuzzy feeling. Its called alcoholism. And its suicide for us to consume alcohol. Thats it. Its that simple. Controlled drinking is an illusion for us. Im really happy for you. In my opinion, you used pure logic not to drink. For myself, thats one the greatest tool I have beating this dreadful disease. The other is prayer. Merry Christmas Melinda.