I get drawn in when he talks about rehab. When im with him, it's harder to disconnect. I can disconnect from the alcoholism but not him. By that I mean, he pukes, I just keep watching tv. He slugs vodka, I go home. When he cries and talks about going to rehab and tells me he loves me, i turn soft. Not awesome. But I'm way better off than where I was a couple weeks ago. And the more I read and the more time I spend on here, the better.