Originally Posted by
CAPTAINZING2000 
I'm comfortable enough with myself I'd rather be alone then to be in a miserable relationship again.
Excellent point, thanks Captain. This time last year... toxic relationship *shudder*
If I was allowed a pet where I rent, I would have a dog in a flash.
I spend a fair bit of time alone, and I have realised that I'm not bad company! Predictable and calm, could be much worse. I know that doesn't help you right now, but this next tip might:
I have 2 cuddle pillows - one either side. Surprisingly soothing!