Today I just feel so angry.
I blocked him because I know that's the best thing to do, but this annoys me.
There was a time he called like 6 times to my home. He also denied he did it.
Maybe because he was drunk and couldn't remember... Or maybe because he wanted to control me.
I feel like "oh, he will never find anyone you". Still, I wonder if he ever valued me as I was, or loved me. I want to be over this but there are days that are harder to do it.
It makes me mad to think how, after every time he insulted me, told me he loved me- then he didn't loved me, and sending something and saying that he couldn't remember.... Oh go, I am sorry, but it really gets me.