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Old 12-21-2014, 08:08 PM
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souplover
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Join Date: Dec 2014
Location: Merced, CA
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New Here Today

Hello everyone,
Another weekend of self abuse. Saturday was a blur. I started Sunday (today) morning with a double vodka, straight of course, just so I could feel 'normal.' And then another. Then, disgusted with myself, I poured the rest of the bottle down the drain, just like so many other weekends. And then the next weekend rolls around, and it starts all over again. I don't seem to have much control at the end of the week. But I do have a desire to get my life back.

I'm amazed--I found this site and actually registered! I'm proud that I was able to take that first step! And here's my first post.

I'm looking forward to your support. I really need it.
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